4 AM hunger, Sleeplessness, First Meme

This is what you get from eating a full-pack meal at 4 AM: a bad stomach, and a natural high that seemed so unwavering that it sucks the socket of your eyes knowing that sleep is a distant need at the moment, and you’re sleepy but there are still four sticks left for you to smoke.

I’m smoking the 2nd stick as I type this and only five minutes tick more and it’s five. But what the heck, I’ve had far many sleepless days before, but I fared and even once wrote a 40-pages thesis with one eye closed.

I would love love love to “sport my brand new fashion of waking up with pants off at 4:00 in the afternoon.” That’s the lifestyle I’ve been used to 6 months back and even a strong chilled beer feels nowhere near it. I love that groggy feeling just before sunset and it’s not derived from any designer drugs than that feeling of waking up in the morning and feeling groggy yet the same.

And shame, it started raining outside even before I could kick off this sentence. I think it’s sleep calling me. Anyway, I did a meme for the heck of it. This is my first and god, how I hate it on Friendster. But whatever.

    * A - Age you first believed in love? - I was 6 then. During prep school. Even before I was circumcised.
    * B - Band listening to right now? – Not a band but Rufus Wainwright, and he’s not gay, goddamit!
    * C - Dream Car? – A yellow Porsche running along the foothills of Monaco

    * D - Dad’s name? - Anastacio
    * E - Easiest person to make u laugh? – Shimmy, my 8-year old pseudo-son
    * F - Food you miss most? – Larcian’s BBQ, yum yum!
    * G - Any encounters with ghosts? – Good Lord, none yet!
    * I - Interesting unknown fact about yourself? – I baby talk since the day I realized I’m not a baby anymore
    * J - Just tell me who’s the last person who broke your heart? - W
    * K - Kissing with eyes opened or closed? – Closed. Want a demo?
    * L - Last time did you fight? - I am often very calm. Most fights are internal, like fighting the urge.
    * M - Most memorable moment you can think of in a minute? – At the UP Main Library, same month a year ago, when somebody approached me for a one-night stand. I digressed.
    * N - Nicknames? - Mike, Mamu, Jong, Crazy
    * O - Open Up! What’s your most valued possession? – My hard drive
    * P - Poison or Liquor of choice? – Cigarette and a glass of Margarita, please
    * Q - Quote you heard for the last two minutes. – I think, therefore I am.
    * R - Risk everything for love or not? – Risk love, not everything.
    * S - Song you sang last? – Follow Through by Gavin de Graw
    * T - Time you woke up? - Today: 12:05 PM
    * U - Use love in a sentence – Love? Fuck love.
    * V - Vegetable you hate most? – I love vegetables!
    * W - What are you most afraid of? – Falling off a cliff to a pit full of snakes!
    * X - X-gf/bf? - Which one? *grins*
    * Y - Year you were born? - Year of the Ox
    * Z - Zodiac sign? – Sometimes Gemini, some other time Cancer.